[Jason eagerly opens himself to the other boy's kiss, letting him drink down every last moan and gasp until they break apart, breathless and spent. When Gar's legs fall loose, Jason rolls off, collapsing next to him on the mattress, close enough that their arms and legs are still pressed together.
This is the part that he doesn't know how to navigate. This wasn't some quick fumble where they part ways and never see each other again. This was...he's not sure. Just two guys releasing tension after getting worked up by a stupid porno? Whatever it was, it's not lost on him that this was Gar's first time with someone.
Jason stares at the ceiling as his heart slows to a normal pace. He can feel the sticky mess in his pants, against his stomach. Everyone would probably be back soon and wouldn't that be something for them to catch him sneaking back to his room covering in jizz.]
So much for just a first kiss, huh?
[It's stupid but he bites back a smiles, turning his head to the side to look at Gar. He knows he should probably make his exit but he doesn't want to move just yet.]
[When Jason rolls off of him, Gar almost follows, wanting to roll over and lay across the other male. He doesn't like the way his body is suddenly cold and all sticky feeling. It's so different from the warmth that they shared together only seconds ago.
It's awkward.
Gar, looks up at the ceiling of his room and wonders if this is it. If they're going to go their own ways and never talk about this again, but he really doesn't want to. He doesn't think he will ever look at Jason and not think about this. How can he not. He swallows back the thought, and tries to focus on something else, but then Jason's voice jolts him out of his stupid spiraling.
There's a laugh, a crack in his slightly serious face. Gar turns up on his side, and leans over to bite at Jason's ear. He's going to extend this a little bit, let Jason know that it meant a little more than just getting off. Who the hell knows what, but they're still okay after all this, they can still be them. Taking it a little bit farther, he slips his hand in Jason's pants and slides his fingers through the come, rubbing it between them forefinger and thumb curiously. ]
I'd say it was a really successful first kiss. You're a damn good kisser, Jason.
[He wipes it off on his pants, and then nods his head.]
You can use my towel over there to clean up... I got extra sweats in my drawer too.
[A knot loosens from somewhere in his chest at the sound of that laugh. It's like he didn't even know until that moment how anxious he was that he ruined something, crossed some sort of boundary he wasn't supposed to or how important it was that he didn't fuck this up. The loft was already miserable for him most days, it would be completely unbearable without Gar.
He shivers, watching Gar's hand slide under the waistband of his pants to run his fingers through the come. That probably shouldn't be as hot as it is.]
Happy to be of service. [The corners of his lips turn up in a small, private smile as he forces himself to climb out of bed to find the towel. He's relieved Gar thinks he's a good kisser, not that the guy has anything to compare it to but the compliment makes him feel good all the same in the way that praise usually does.]
You're not so bad yourself, especially for someone who has never had a real kiss before. [His back is turned as he drops his sweats and briefs in one go, toweling off as best as he can before rummaging in a drawer for a pair of sweatpants.] Do you think they'll be back soon?
[At least there's a smile on Jason's face that lets Gar know that he wasn't such a screw up at this. He's feeling alright, but he knows that something has to change. Normally it wouldn't be a big deal if they hung out in his room all night, or even fell asleep in here. Now they'd both question it, or think that someone might suspect something.
Gar wonders if things will be normal again after this. Watching Jason from behind, he decides to get up and slips his pants off. He grabs a fresh towel and uses it to clean up, moving up beside Jason to hand him a pair of pants and grab one for himself, uncaring of their nakedness. They were just rutting up against one another and covered in cum. Being naked is really nothing. Jason's gorgeous, and it stops Gar's heart for a second, but he forces himself to look back at the drawer.
Blowing out a breath, he pulls his pants on reluctantly. ] Who knows. It was a dinner party. That usually means drinking and dancing and all that formal stuff. Usually they aren't back before midnight. What time is it even.
Thanks. [He takes the proffered pair of sweats and pulls them on, not shy about raking his eyes over Gar's naked body as he does. He's seen Gar naked but now he knows what that chiseled body feels like pressed against his own and what he looks like when he's in the bliss of orgasm with Jason's name on his lips. It's like they've been in a dark room together and now someone's turned on the light. Things are different now.
Gar is like really...really attractive. It's honestly a wonder he hasn't even been kissed until now. How has no one noticed how gorgeous he is? He can see his muscles tense and shift as he pulls his pants on and Jason has to force himself to pull his gaze back to his face.]
You going to bed or...you wanna watch a movie or something?
[Feeling the heat of Jason's eyes is easy after the time they spent making out and doing whatever it was they just did with one another. Gar doesn't even know what to call it. Humping? Is that what the hell they did. It seemed like a lot more than just that to him. It felt more real, more intense than that. There was something about the way they kissed, about the way they looked at one another.
Who knows, maybe he was reading way too much into it. He had a bad habit about doing that some times.
There was this chick a while back that he thought for sure liked him, and he even followed her around for a while, and after all his work, and all his trying, all he got for it was 'nice hair' and 'do you know what that big guy's number is, is he really dating dawn?' - yeah, Gar felt like an idiot.
It was one of the reasons he didn't try anymore. She was just a chick from the coffee house anyways. Who cares. This is Jason, and he's... a lot more. He's fucking super hot, and funny, and can fight like a fucking badass. Gar suddenly realizes he never answered Jason, and laughs at himself. ]
Yeah, a movie is totally dope. [He yanks the blankets off his bed, and pulls out another set, changing them pretty quickly, like he does this more often than he'd like to admit. Once everything is clean, he takes the towels and all their clothes and dumps them in his hamper. ] There, bed is okay.
What movie you thinking about, or you wanna see what's on Netflix?
[There's a moment there before Gar responds that has anxiety bubbling up to the surface. It's one of those perfectly horrible moments where you put yourself out there and you're waiting for the answer that takes a beat too long. Except this isn't really putting himself out there, it's just an offer to hang out a little bit longer. It's possible he misread this. Maybe it really was just a hey we're both here and horny let's help each other out. Which is obviously definitely totally fine. He was probably supposed to fuck off back to his room now and stop hanging around like someone who can't take a hint.
Fortunately Gar's voice stops him from continuing down that road and doing something stupid. He's even changing the blankets on the bed.]
Wow, clean sheets too? It's really full service here. [He jokes but it's actually kind of endearing. Really, Jason is just mostly relieved they can still hang out even if things feel different now.]
We can just see what's on Netflix. There's gotta be something. [He climbs back onto the freshly made bed and stretches out.] Or since the idea with the porn worked out so well, why don't you put on one of your favorites?
[Fiddling around with the extra blanket, Gar waits to see if Jason is okay using the bed again given what just happened on it and he relaxes when the other male flops back on it. It's nice to see him there again. Is it weird that he wants to climb back on there and kiss him again, remind himself what it feels like.
It's not like Gar wants to be all hot and heavy, not yet at least, but he still wants that contact. He hates that he does and doesn't know why he feels like that. Shutting off his brain he does his best to turn it back to Netflix, cause that's a way safer topic. Movies, movies. What's one of his favorites. Shit. He's got a lot.
Laying down on the bed, he faces the computer. Settling on his stomach in front of it, with a pillow under his chest and arms-- still bare because he didn't see a reason to bother with a shirt. ]
Man, I got a lot of favorites. It depends on what you're in the mood for. There were a couple I was wanting to watch, some cheesy ones too. I love a good heap of cheesy. There's one called ... uh, prom? These chicks want to go to prom together and the school cancels it because they want to. Then these fabulous gay people get all excited and decide to go throw a prom for them, and calamity ensues. Or... uh, we could go for something like Breakfast Club, or like 300, if you wanted that route. Then there's like um... [He laughs as he flips through the movies] Magic Mike... I'm sure you'd be good at that shit. [ He nudges Jason with his elbow.]
[There's a snort of laughter and he nudges Gar back with his foot.] I bet you'd like to see that. You know, sometimes when you're living on the street you have to do what you need to to get by. But maybe if you ask nicely, I can give you a private show one day.
[He shrugs nonchalantly and shifts so he's laying on his stomach next to Gar, shoving a pillow under his arms. He tells himself it's to get a better view of the computer and not because he misses that contact or because he's fingers itch with the desire to reach out and touch him. Not even sexually, though that was obviously nice too, it was just nice to be close to someone.
It's not really a surprise that Gar likes cheesy movies and Jason decides not to tease him about it. He was kind of a theater geek afterall; even if no one knows that he still doesn't have room to talk. Cheesy was good.]
[Flipping the blanket over them, Gar wiggles a little closer to Jason-- enough so that the lines of their bodies touch. There's still room for Jason to move over if he's uncomfortable with it, but after all the touching, Gar can't help but feel the need to be close, to have a connection still.
He blanches a little at Jason's joke, totally trying hard not to imagine what Jason would be like doing one of those dances just for him. Cause fuck, that really would be hot. He swallows and grins, making a face, having no idea if he pulls it off.]
Yeah, it's a group though, so you'd have to let me do it with you. Then we could take it on the road, make some cash. Think Dick would totally go for it.
[He laughs, and lays his head on Jason's shoulder for a second before sitting up straight, back to Netflix surfing, letting the little clips of the movies play as he talks about them. Gar also has a long list of Animal documentaries that he spends hours upon hours watching, but he's preeetty sure Jason's not into those. He could tell anyone about the mating behavior of rhinos, gorillas, and even bats if someone wanted to know.
At least he wasn't asking Jason if he wanted to watch the new West Side Story... that was a part of his history that was still only Jason's knowledge. Gar had hints of Jason's softer sides, could see it in his eyes, and at times like this,but that's all he knew.
There was a bright grin at Jason's choice, and Gar hits the button settling his head on his crossed arms.]
Cool. I know it's probably gonna be horrible, but I've really wanted to watch it. I don't know why. I never got a prom, we won't get one ever, so I guess I'm curious about this stuff....
[This time he laughs for real as he tries to imagine the look on Dick's face if the two of them told him they were leaving to become touring strippers. Being with Gar like this is easy. There isn't really anyone else he can be like this with, laughing and relaxed. It feels good.
Jason tries to ignore the fluttering in his stomach when the titan lays his head on his shoulder. It's only a few seconds but Jason misses the warmth when he sits back up, misses the contact. He wants to tell him it's ok, he can stay there, but he doesn't know how. Instead he shifts closer, resting his head on his arms, leaning against Gar.]
I love terrible movies. I mean I get why you wanna watch movies about experiences you didn't get to have. Did you want to go to prom? I mean if it had been possible.
[When Jason shifts closer, it feels almost normal for Gar to do the same. He edges their elbows together and lays his ankle over Jason's. It's a little bit closer to how he felt when they were done and laying there after the -- stuff -- they did. Maybe the moment has passed, but that feeling, the one of wanting to be closer to Jason, to liking the way his body felt against Gar's is still there.
It doesn't matter what it means at this point, because it feels nice and he can think about it later when they're not laying here watching a silly movie and talking about wistful things. Gar nods slowly, glancing to the side a little.]
I mean, I guess I might have. If I had someone to go with. I don't know. I - I never had the opportunity to do any normal school stuff.
[He shrugs. His life has been anything but normal, pretty much a lot like Jason's, they both grew up really different from anything normal. ]
[They've never actually talked about their pasts, not in detail or anything. Jason sometimes jokes about things but usually they talk about trivial things, lighter things. They spend all day training, stuck in this loft or dealing with life or death situations so it makes sense they look for an escape when they can. Even still, it doesn't take a genius to realize they've all gone through some fucked up stuff. This loft was like the fucking Island of Misfit Toys.
He glances away from the computer screen to look at Gar.]
Yeah. Guess it would have been kind of hard to find a prom date. I never did any normal school stuff either. All that stuff is probably overrated anyway.
[The island of misfit toys indeed. Maybe one day santa would come and pick them up and they'd all find good homes. Hardly. They were pretty damn lucky to be together Gar figures. This is his home, his family and he really doesn't know what he'd do if any of it got fucked up in any way.
It worries him a little about what happened with him and Jason, but he figures it's still alright. They're close, maybe a little closer now. Prom. One of the many things he always thought about. Not in great detail, but in a wistful way, like romance, and walking along a beach with someone.
They were all things he didn't think he would ever find, or get. Not that he didn't want them. Looking at Jason, he thinks about the truth, and what would be easier to say. ]
I don't know what a normal school is. Parents never put me in one; then when they died.. [He shrugged]
I think prom could have been fun. Never interested in boring lectures. I got enough of that stuff. Still do. Dick is king of lectures. Maybe a football game. Watching cheerleaders ... I don't know. I never want to watch sports on TV though, so maybe not. It's pretty boring compared to a video game.
[Home. What is home? Wayne Manor was probably the closest Jason has ever had to a home but it wasn't really. This loft was a punishment, a sentence handed down from Bruce. He's given up on the idea of home.
Jason never thought about things like prom or football games or even lectures. It wasn't meant for people like him so what was the point? He just had to survive. Playing what if was a dangerous game.
He turns back to the screen, head still resting lighting against Gar's shoulder.]
Yeah, if you ever get wistful about missing lectures just do something Dick would be disappointed in. You'll never hear the end of it. [He chuckles softly, shaking his head. Dick has such a stick up his ass all the time like he doesn't remember what it's like to be young and dumb. They have enough responsibilities sitting on their shoulders, what was wrong with having a little fun every once in a while?]
I'd rather play a video game any day instead of watching a bunch of asshole jocks throw a ball around while a bunch of daddy's girls who bully good kids jump around cheering for their meathead boyfriends.
[This was a gift to Gar, and it would probably hurt Gar some to know that Jason thought of it as punishment-- but then again, his life was so different. The last place he lived didn't really treat him quite the same as the Titans did. He has more freedoms here than he did there, and there's not a lot of freedom here.
What a weird and twisted life they led. Gar stopped thinking about it when Jason's head fell to his shoulder though. It was better to go back to glancing at the screen, as he listened to what the other was saying. He inhaled and let his breath out in a very slow exhale, smiling softly. Dick was a hardass, but Gar still liked him. There was more to him than Jason saw. He cared, and worried. He worried a hell of a lot and carried the weight of the world on his shoulders.
The dude needed to take like 40 xanex or something. Gar tipped his head a little and glanced at the profile of Jason's face, he laughed. ]
I think you're right. I'd rather be here with you watching this than ever doing stupid shit like that. We get up to a lot better things. [He kissed the edge of Jason's forehead, the easiest place to reach and then settled back against his pillow. ]
[The thing is, Jason had idolized Dick; still does on a good day. When Bruce sent him to find Dick he had never looked forward to something more in his life. He had pestered Bruce for a year with questions about his predecessor. All he wanted to do was impress Dick. Jason thought he would finally have a mentor, the mentor. Even still, he longed for that praise, that validation but Dick treated him like he was shit, unworthy of the suit, of Bruce. He wasn't any different than anyone else. Bruce had sent him here for guidance and a hell of a lot of good that's been.
Not for the first time that night or even since he arrived at the loft, Gar pulls him back from his thoughts. The kiss is unexpected. It's just a quick peck but his stomach does another stupid somersault anyway.
Jason doesn't know why he does it other than he wants to and sometimes that's reason enough. He turns his head and pushes himself up slightly on his elbows and when Gar turns to look, Jason closes the short distance between their mouths and kisses him. He doesn't linger, just a soft, gentle press of lips and then he settling back down on the pillow.]
I'm glad hanging out here with me is better than getting the authentic high school experience. What a compliment.
[It's hard not to idolize Dick, but then again, Gar idolizes Jason too. They're both robin to him, but Jason is closer to Gar's age and has done so much. He's an awesome fighter and Gar keeps coming up against him when they spar. It's Jason that Dick pushes Gar to be like and he strives so hard just to fall short.
He can turn into a tiger, but it's not always the most helpful thing. There are other skills that he wants as well. He can see how Dick pushes at Jason though-- Gar sees why, but he knows it's harder for Jason to see it. The walls that Dick puts up are stupid, and he knows how much it hurts Jason. Thinking about it now makes him chew over the inside of his cheek--
Except he's taken back when Jason chases Gar's tiny kiss with one of his own, this time it's a real one. Chaste as far as the kisses they've shared go, but his lips, those lips that Gar knows he's going to crave now dust his. Gar watches Jason as he settles and his heart jumps up a notch. ]
What do those guys have that we don't. We get action, and I've got prom night here with me. Why do I need to sit and dance awkwardly only to wait for an event that may or may not happen with someone that I may or may not care about.
[There's a twitch of Gar's lips, and he winks softly at Jason, his motions taste the seductive with a hint of play. Still, he turns and moves over enough to edge his elbows beneath Jason's so that he can lean up and over. This time the kiss he takes is soft, but it lingers. He doesn't push for anything more than a kiss; this movie is very much about making out and Gar is here for it. He slides his tongue into Jason's mouth again, reminding him of how much he enjoys this. There's not a rush this time, or the awkwardness of it being their first kiss together. Gar feels more at home as he closes his mouth around Jason's and slides his hand along jason's neck, sighing into the kiss. ]
They have cheerleaders- [The rest of his sentence is cut short by Gar's lips on his. Jason's glad Gar lingered because if not, he would have chased him this time. There's no awkwardness, no frenzied need rushing them through it. There is still heat though, that warmth that spreads from his chest down to his toes at the soft press of the other's lips, the slide of fingers on Jason's neck.
He makes a soft, quiet sound as he presses closer. His lips part, tongue meeting Gar's sliding against his languidly, taking his time to explore and get lost in the other. It's hard not to notice how easy this seems in a way so very few things are. It's starting to feel like he could get used to this, like he wants to. Watching a movie and making out with a cute guy, that's one high school experience he can cross off the list.]
[What were cheerleaders in comparison to this. Gar had to face it, this was growing on him relatively quickly. He wasn't sure exactly why, maybe it was because of what they did together earlier, or maybe it was for some other reason, but he couldn't stop his heart from fluttering in his chest, just like the jelly beans in his stomach, or were they jumping beans.
It didn't matter, nothing did-- not with Jason's mouth on his. The soft sound and way he easily opened up made Gar smile into their kiss, rolling more onto his back to give them a better angle as they made out. It let their chests relax against one another again. That warm touch of skin against skin so incredibly inviting. Gar lowers his hand and slides it comfortably down jason's back, just keeping him near as they ignore the musical for one another.
He really never thought his first kiss would lead to all this. It might have been something Gar dreamed about, hoped for, but it was a little bit more magical than he ever thought it really would turn out to be.]
[Yeah, cheerleaders had nothing on this. That was never really his type anyway, not that he even really had one or thought about it. If he had a type, Gar wasn't not it...
The hand down his back and the warm press of muscled skin against his chest has his heart skipping a beat and he reaches for Gar's stomach, tracing over the muscles, fingers sliding over every dip and curve as if he can commit it all to memory.
Maybe this is just one really perfect night and maybe that's all it can be but being with Gar, like this, it's like the rest of the shit disappears and it's just the two of them and all he needs to think about is how his hands feel on Gar's skin or the way his breath hitches with the slide of their lips and slow drag of their tongues.
[That was the thing about types. Gar really didn't know what his was until now, and this-- well, he would certainly include Jason in that category now. He'd seen what there was to see, and felt so much more and his heart told him that this curly haired friend of his was slotted completely into the category of people who were very much Gar's type now.
Not to mention the way Jason could kiss. Gar didn't mind if he didn't know how anyone else could kiss, because as far as he was concerned, this was the way it was supposed to go. If it wasn't then his whole body wouldn't be feeling so very much like a living, breathing extension of what was going on at his mouth. He could feel the way Jason's maddeningly pouty lips pulled at his own when their tongues brushed past one another. Gar curled his and then pushed it back to dig deeper into Jason's mouth, playing and tasting, pulling them both deeper into this expedition in kissing.
He could set up camp here, taking all night to soak up the feeling of Jason's fingers as they traced star charts over his stomach, making it quiver and tighten. It was like an act of reverence, but in the same way Gar waltzed among the dips and crevices of Jason's back and around his spine. There wasn't a spot that he limited himself from exploring.]
[No one has ever kissed him like this before or touched him like this. Gar explored every inch of bare skin he could reach, tasted and explored every curve and crevice of Jason's mouth like the secrets of the universe could be found just in their kiss alone. He caught himself smiling into the kiss, fingers splayed over the bare chest below him and he has to break apart and come up for air, faces close enough that he can feel Gar's breath on his lips.]
You think just because you had your first real kiss now that you can go around kissing like that?
[He nips at Gar's lip, tugging him back in to kiss him again, sighing as he licks past those parted lips to taste him all over again. He thinks he could spend all night right here, kissing until their lips are numb and the sun is coming up. As it is, he has no idea what time it is and can't bring himself to care. With Gar kissing him like this, everything else disappears.]
[There was an entire universe before Gar, a savanna to cross full of things that had never been explored and he was going to find and enjoy the ride that brought him through the desert and showed him the matched wonders to be found when two people drove themselves to touch and let go of their thoughts long enough to let their emotions run wild as they explored one another.
Gar savored the tang of vanilla and nutmeg that Jason reminded him of. Warmth and maybe even that feeling of laying in a bath surrounded by candles-- not that Gar had ever done that, but this was what he'd dreamed it would feel like. Lost in a million relaxing and yet exciting emotions. He never wanted to let go.
Licking one last time at Jason's lips before they parted, he took larges gulps of air when they broke the kiss, wondering if that was it. ]
Yeah, yeah, I do. You're the one who started it.
[He laughed and all but giggled when his lips were nipped at. he chased the feeling, grabbing Jason's lower lip to bite and pull through his teeth. He loved the way the flesh felt between the rows of his teeth, soft and full, he could almost tell what it would feel like to press down further and cut through the surface. That would be wrong though. Instead he swipes his tongue back through the opening, and wraps his arms back around Jason, pulling him in so much closer, letting their bodies come in closer so that they are tight against one another again.
Yeah, he could do this all night. Who cares when it's time to sleep, or if the stupid movie is over and another had started on its own. Jason is the only thing that's on his mind, and as long as they keep kissing, that's all Gar cares about for tonight.]
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Date: 2023-06-06 08:17 pm (UTC)This is the part that he doesn't know how to navigate. This wasn't some quick fumble where they part ways and never see each other again. This was...he's not sure. Just two guys releasing tension after getting worked up by a stupid porno? Whatever it was, it's not lost on him that this was Gar's first time with someone.
Jason stares at the ceiling as his heart slows to a normal pace. He can feel the sticky mess in his pants, against his stomach. Everyone would probably be back soon and wouldn't that be something for them to catch him sneaking back to his room covering in jizz.]
So much for just a first kiss, huh?
[It's stupid but he bites back a smiles, turning his head to the side to look at Gar. He knows he should probably make his exit but he doesn't want to move just yet.]
finally, his first orgasm. i knew he'd get there. ~ now they "take their time". /snickers evilly.
Date: 2023-06-06 09:10 pm (UTC)It's awkward.
Gar, looks up at the ceiling of his room and wonders if this is it. If they're going to go their own ways and never talk about this again, but he really doesn't want to. He doesn't think he will ever look at Jason and not think about this. How can he not. He swallows back the thought, and tries to focus on something else, but then Jason's voice jolts him out of his stupid spiraling.
There's a laugh, a crack in his slightly serious face. Gar turns up on his side, and leans over to bite at Jason's ear. He's going to extend this a little bit, let Jason know that it meant a little more than just getting off. Who the hell knows what, but they're still okay after all this, they can still be them. Taking it a little bit farther, he slips his hand in Jason's pants and slides his fingers through the come, rubbing it between them forefinger and thumb curiously. ]
I'd say it was a really successful first kiss. You're a damn good kisser, Jason.
[He wipes it off on his pants, and then nods his head.]
You can use my towel over there to clean up... I got extra sweats in my drawer too.
yeah these two the pinnacle of patience but they will try :D
Date: 2023-06-06 11:30 pm (UTC)He shivers, watching Gar's hand slide under the waistband of his pants to run his fingers through the come. That probably shouldn't be as hot as it is.]
Happy to be of service. [The corners of his lips turn up in a small, private smile as he forces himself to climb out of bed to find the towel. He's relieved Gar thinks he's a good kisser, not that the guy has anything to compare it to but the compliment makes him feel good all the same in the way that praise usually does.]
You're not so bad yourself, especially for someone who has never had a real kiss before. [His back is turned as he drops his sweats and briefs in one go, toweling off as best as he can before rummaging in a drawer for a pair of sweatpants.] Do you think they'll be back soon?
So patient. Tomorrow night. Soooo, what's on the porn channel tonight? >> blowjobs?
Date: 2023-06-06 11:46 pm (UTC)Gar wonders if things will be normal again after this. Watching Jason from behind, he decides to get up and slips his pants off. He grabs a fresh towel and uses it to clean up, moving up beside Jason to hand him a pair of pants and grab one for himself, uncaring of their nakedness. They were just rutting up against one another and covered in cum. Being naked is really nothing. Jason's gorgeous, and it stops Gar's heart for a second, but he forces himself to look back at the drawer.
Blowing out a breath, he pulls his pants on reluctantly. ] Who knows. It was a dinner party. That usually means drinking and dancing and all that formal stuff. Usually they aren't back before midnight. What time is it even.
Yeah they're real subtle about it too LOL
Date: 2023-06-07 12:08 am (UTC)Gar is like really...really attractive. It's honestly a wonder he hasn't even been kissed until now. How has no one noticed how gorgeous he is? He can see his muscles tense and shift as he pulls his pants on and Jason has to force himself to pull his gaze back to his face.]
You going to bed or...you wanna watch a movie or something?
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Date: 2023-06-07 12:58 am (UTC)Who knows, maybe he was reading way too much into it. He had a bad habit about doing that some times.
There was this chick a while back that he thought for sure liked him, and he even followed her around for a while, and after all his work, and all his trying, all he got for it was 'nice hair' and 'do you know what that big guy's number is, is he really dating dawn?' - yeah, Gar felt like an idiot.
It was one of the reasons he didn't try anymore. She was just a chick from the coffee house anyways. Who cares. This is Jason, and he's... a lot more. He's fucking super hot, and funny, and can fight like a fucking badass. Gar suddenly realizes he never answered Jason, and laughs at himself. ]
Yeah, a movie is totally dope. [He yanks the blankets off his bed, and pulls out another set, changing them pretty quickly, like he does this more often than he'd like to admit. Once everything is clean, he takes the towels and all their clothes and dumps them in his hamper. ] There, bed is okay.
What movie you thinking about, or you wanna see what's on Netflix?
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Date: 2023-06-07 02:05 am (UTC)Fortunately Gar's voice stops him from continuing down that road and doing something stupid. He's even changing the blankets on the bed.]
Wow, clean sheets too? It's really full service here. [He jokes but it's actually kind of endearing. Really, Jason is just mostly relieved they can still hang out even if things feel different now.]
We can just see what's on Netflix. There's gotta be something. [He climbs back onto the freshly made bed and stretches out.] Or since the idea with the porn worked out so well, why don't you put on one of your favorites?
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Date: 2023-06-07 11:24 am (UTC)It's not like Gar wants to be all hot and heavy, not yet at least, but he still wants that contact. He hates that he does and doesn't know why he feels like that. Shutting off his brain he does his best to turn it back to Netflix, cause that's a way safer topic. Movies, movies. What's one of his favorites. Shit. He's got a lot.
Laying down on the bed, he faces the computer. Settling on his stomach in front of it, with a pillow under his chest and arms-- still bare because he didn't see a reason to bother with a shirt. ]
Man, I got a lot of favorites. It depends on what you're in the mood for. There were a couple I was wanting to watch, some cheesy ones too. I love a good heap of cheesy. There's one called ... uh, prom? These chicks want to go to prom together and the school cancels it because they want to. Then these fabulous gay people get all excited and decide to go throw a prom for them, and calamity ensues. Or... uh, we could go for something like Breakfast Club, or like 300, if you wanted that route. Then there's like um... [He laughs as he flips through the movies] Magic Mike... I'm sure you'd be good at that shit. [ He nudges Jason with his elbow.]
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Date: 2023-06-07 03:36 pm (UTC)[He shrugs nonchalantly and shifts so he's laying on his stomach next to Gar, shoving a pillow under his arms. He tells himself it's to get a better view of the computer and not because he misses that contact or because he's fingers itch with the desire to reach out and touch him. Not even sexually, though that was obviously nice too, it was just nice to be close to someone.
It's not really a surprise that Gar likes cheesy movies and Jason decides not to tease him about it. He was kind of a theater geek afterall; even if no one knows that he still doesn't have room to talk. Cheesy was good.]
Let's go cheesy with Prom.
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Date: 2023-06-07 03:59 pm (UTC)He blanches a little at Jason's joke, totally trying hard not to imagine what Jason would be like doing one of those dances just for him. Cause fuck, that really would be hot. He swallows and grins, making a face, having no idea if he pulls it off.]
Yeah, it's a group though, so you'd have to let me do it with you. Then we could take it on the road, make some cash. Think Dick would totally go for it.
[He laughs, and lays his head on Jason's shoulder for a second before sitting up straight, back to Netflix surfing, letting the little clips of the movies play as he talks about them. Gar also has a long list of Animal documentaries that he spends hours upon hours watching, but he's preeetty sure Jason's not into those. He could tell anyone about the mating behavior of rhinos, gorillas, and even bats if someone wanted to know.
At least he wasn't asking Jason if he wanted to watch the new West Side Story... that was a part of his history that was still only Jason's knowledge. Gar had hints of Jason's softer sides, could see it in his eyes, and at times like this,but that's all he knew.
There was a bright grin at Jason's choice, and Gar hits the button settling his head on his crossed arms.]
Cool. I know it's probably gonna be horrible, but I've really wanted to watch it. I don't know why. I never got a prom, we won't get one ever, so I guess I'm curious about this stuff....
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Date: 2023-06-07 05:09 pm (UTC)Jason tries to ignore the fluttering in his stomach when the titan lays his head on his shoulder. It's only a few seconds but Jason misses the warmth when he sits back up, misses the contact. He wants to tell him it's ok, he can stay there, but he doesn't know how. Instead he shifts closer, resting his head on his arms, leaning against Gar.]
I love terrible movies. I mean I get why you wanna watch movies about experiences you didn't get to have. Did you want to go to prom? I mean if it had been possible.
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Date: 2023-06-07 05:42 pm (UTC)It doesn't matter what it means at this point, because it feels nice and he can think about it later when they're not laying here watching a silly movie and talking about wistful things. Gar nods slowly, glancing to the side a little.]
I mean, I guess I might have. If I had someone to go with. I don't know. I - I never had the opportunity to do any normal school stuff.
[He shrugs. His life has been anything but normal, pretty much a lot like Jason's, they both grew up really different from anything normal. ]
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Date: 2023-06-07 07:50 pm (UTC)He glances away from the computer screen to look at Gar.]
Yeah. Guess it would have been kind of hard to find a prom date. I never did any normal school stuff either. All that stuff is probably overrated anyway.
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Date: 2023-06-07 09:05 pm (UTC)It worries him a little about what happened with him and Jason, but he figures it's still alright. They're close, maybe a little closer now. Prom. One of the many things he always thought about. Not in great detail, but in a wistful way, like romance, and walking along a beach with someone.
They were all things he didn't think he would ever find, or get. Not that he didn't want them. Looking at Jason, he thinks about the truth, and what would be easier to say. ]
I don't know what a normal school is. Parents never put me in one; then when they died.. [He shrugged]
I think prom could have been fun. Never interested in boring lectures. I got enough of that stuff. Still do. Dick is king of lectures. Maybe a football game. Watching cheerleaders ... I don't know. I never want to watch sports on TV though, so maybe not. It's pretty boring compared to a video game.
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Date: 2023-06-07 10:50 pm (UTC)Jason never thought about things like prom or football games or even lectures. It wasn't meant for people like him so what was the point? He just had to survive. Playing what if was a dangerous game.
He turns back to the screen, head still resting lighting against Gar's shoulder.]
Yeah, if you ever get wistful about missing lectures just do something Dick would be disappointed in. You'll never hear the end of it. [He chuckles softly, shaking his head. Dick has such a stick up his ass all the time like he doesn't remember what it's like to be young and dumb. They have enough responsibilities sitting on their shoulders, what was wrong with having a little fun every once in a while?]
I'd rather play a video game any day instead of watching a bunch of asshole jocks throw a ball around while a bunch of daddy's girls who bully good kids jump around cheering for their meathead boyfriends.
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Date: 2023-06-08 01:35 am (UTC)What a weird and twisted life they led. Gar stopped thinking about it when Jason's head fell to his shoulder though. It was better to go back to glancing at the screen, as he listened to what the other was saying. He inhaled and let his breath out in a very slow exhale, smiling softly. Dick was a hardass, but Gar still liked him. There was more to him than Jason saw. He cared, and worried. He worried a hell of a lot and carried the weight of the world on his shoulders.
The dude needed to take like 40 xanex or something. Gar tipped his head a little and glanced at the profile of Jason's face, he laughed. ]
I think you're right. I'd rather be here with you watching this than ever doing stupid shit like that. We get up to a lot better things. [He kissed the edge of Jason's forehead, the easiest place to reach and then settled back against his pillow. ]
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Date: 2023-06-08 02:22 am (UTC)Not for the first time that night or even since he arrived at the loft, Gar pulls him back from his thoughts. The kiss is unexpected. It's just a quick peck but his stomach does another stupid somersault anyway.
Jason doesn't know why he does it other than he wants to and sometimes that's reason enough. He turns his head and pushes himself up slightly on his elbows and when Gar turns to look, Jason closes the short distance between their mouths and kisses him. He doesn't linger, just a soft, gentle press of lips and then he settling back down on the pillow.]
I'm glad hanging out here with me is better than getting the authentic high school experience. What a compliment.
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Date: 2023-06-08 12:35 pm (UTC)He can turn into a tiger, but it's not always the most helpful thing. There are other skills that he wants as well. He can see how Dick pushes at Jason though-- Gar sees why, but he knows it's harder for Jason to see it. The walls that Dick puts up are stupid, and he knows how much it hurts Jason. Thinking about it now makes him chew over the inside of his cheek--
Except he's taken back when Jason chases Gar's tiny kiss with one of his own, this time it's a real one. Chaste as far as the kisses they've shared go, but his lips, those lips that Gar knows he's going to crave now dust his. Gar watches Jason as he settles and his heart jumps up a notch. ]
What do those guys have that we don't. We get action, and I've got prom night here with me. Why do I need to sit and dance awkwardly only to wait for an event that may or may not happen with someone that I may or may not care about.
[There's a twitch of Gar's lips, and he winks softly at Jason, his motions taste the seductive with a hint of play. Still, he turns and moves over enough to edge his elbows beneath Jason's so that he can lean up and over. This time the kiss he takes is soft, but it lingers. He doesn't push for anything more than a kiss; this movie is very much about making out and Gar is here for it. He slides his tongue into Jason's mouth again, reminding him of how much he enjoys this. There's not a rush this time, or the awkwardness of it being their first kiss together. Gar feels more at home as he closes his mouth around Jason's and slides his hand along jason's neck, sighing into the kiss. ]
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Date: 2023-06-08 04:40 pm (UTC)He makes a soft, quiet sound as he presses closer. His lips part, tongue meeting Gar's sliding against his languidly, taking his time to explore and get lost in the other. It's hard not to notice how easy this seems in a way so very few things are. It's starting to feel like he could get used to this, like he wants to. Watching a movie and making out with a cute guy, that's one high school experience he can cross off the list.]
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Date: 2023-06-08 05:48 pm (UTC)It didn't matter, nothing did-- not with Jason's mouth on his. The soft sound and way he easily opened up made Gar smile into their kiss, rolling more onto his back to give them a better angle as they made out. It let their chests relax against one another again. That warm touch of skin against skin so incredibly inviting. Gar lowers his hand and slides it comfortably down jason's back, just keeping him near as they ignore the musical for one another.
He really never thought his first kiss would lead to all this. It might have been something Gar dreamed about, hoped for, but it was a little bit more magical than he ever thought it really would turn out to be.]
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Date: 2023-06-08 07:56 pm (UTC)The hand down his back and the warm press of muscled skin against his chest has his heart skipping a beat and he reaches for Gar's stomach, tracing over the muscles, fingers sliding over every dip and curve as if he can commit it all to memory.
Maybe this is just one really perfect night and maybe that's all it can be but being with Gar, like this, it's like the rest of the shit disappears and it's just the two of them and all he needs to think about is how his hands feel on Gar's skin or the way his breath hitches with the slide of their lips and slow drag of their tongues.
As kisses go, it the best he's ever had.]
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Date: 2023-06-08 08:59 pm (UTC)Not to mention the way Jason could kiss. Gar didn't mind if he didn't know how anyone else could kiss, because as far as he was concerned, this was the way it was supposed to go. If it wasn't then his whole body wouldn't be feeling so very much like a living, breathing extension of what was going on at his mouth. He could feel the way Jason's maddeningly pouty lips pulled at his own when their tongues brushed past one another. Gar curled his and then pushed it back to dig deeper into Jason's mouth, playing and tasting, pulling them both deeper into this expedition in kissing.
He could set up camp here, taking all night to soak up the feeling of Jason's fingers as they traced star charts over his stomach, making it quiver and tighten. It was like an act of reverence, but in the same way Gar waltzed among the dips and crevices of Jason's back and around his spine. There wasn't a spot that he limited himself from exploring.]
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Date: 2023-06-09 12:38 am (UTC)You think just because you had your first real kiss now that you can go around kissing like that?
[He nips at Gar's lip, tugging him back in to kiss him again, sighing as he licks past those parted lips to taste him all over again. He thinks he could spend all night right here, kissing until their lips are numb and the sun is coming up. As it is, he has no idea what time it is and can't bring himself to care. With Gar kissing him like this, everything else disappears.]
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Date: 2023-06-09 11:58 am (UTC)Gar savored the tang of vanilla and nutmeg that Jason reminded him of. Warmth and maybe even that feeling of laying in a bath surrounded by candles-- not that Gar had ever done that, but this was what he'd dreamed it would feel like. Lost in a million relaxing and yet exciting emotions. He never wanted to let go.
Licking one last time at Jason's lips before they parted, he took larges gulps of air when they broke the kiss, wondering if that was it. ]
Yeah, yeah, I do. You're the one who started it.
[He laughed and all but giggled when his lips were nipped at. he chased the feeling, grabbing Jason's lower lip to bite and pull through his teeth. He loved the way the flesh felt between the rows of his teeth, soft and full, he could almost tell what it would feel like to press down further and cut through the surface. That would be wrong though. Instead he swipes his tongue back through the opening, and wraps his arms back around Jason, pulling him in so much closer, letting their bodies come in closer so that they are tight against one another again.
Yeah, he could do this all night. Who cares when it's time to sleep, or if the stupid movie is over and another had started on its own. Jason is the only thing that's on his mind, and as long as they keep kissing, that's all Gar cares about for tonight.]